i think too much. kill me now.

My Countdown

I love second semesters so much. For one thing, now I don't look like an idiot wandering around trying to pretend like I understand where I am going (as often). Also, during the first semester, Christmas is the thing to look forward to. In the second semester summer is the thing to look forward to, and summer always comes so quickly after Christmas! The second semester can get long while you are in it though, and so I have to come up with a way to not sit around wait for summer:

February: boring
March: Spring Break
April: My birthday
May: End of school and camp!!

See! It's not so far away :) I just need to make February exciting..

summer :)

I do like Boone. I like Appalachian. I like snow. I even like most of my classes this semester, but what I prefer is this:

time

Time is a very annoying thing to me. When I am at home I don't realize it as much, but in Boone time becomes my life. Sometimes I have too little time and I am scrambling to get places on time without forgetting something important. Sometimes I have too much time and I try to do my every day tasks as slowly as possible. Having too much time seems like a good thing, but it really makes you feel purposeless when you are walking as slow and as far out of your way as possible so that you wont be too early to class. In both cases my mind is stuck on being efficient in the time that I have. I am either trying to figure out the fastest or the slowest ways to do things. I hope some day I will be able to manage my time without thinking about it so very often! I am looking forward to the day when time does not affect me and I have an infinite amount, but I will never be bored! :)

welp.

I am about to head back to Boone. I must admit that I am pretty sad. It's not that I don't like it there, I do miss it a tad, and I am pretty excited about some of my classes this semester. I just want to stay here where things are easier! No school, no claustrophobia, showers that clean me and don't scald me, a car that I can use, Target, no snow, family, and friends that are like family. But, here I go!

my puppy :)

you don't just make up issues in your head.

A feeling is not a fact, but it is there for a reason. Something makes you feel it, and sometimes a feeling is more important than a fact.